| Location | Uk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 16/02/2009 |
| Date of Death | 16/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,177 since 27/02/2009 |
| Creator |
My little hero,
No words could ever explain how much i love you and what i would give to have you back. You truly were the most beautiful little thing i've ever seen and the memory of your scan will never fade. I just wanted to rip out my heart and say here, take my heartbeat instead.
I long to hold you, to touch you, to love you and yearn to see you more than any mother should. You will always be in my heart Demetri.
Love always
Mommy x
Happy 2nd Birthday x
Demetri, my beautiful star in the sky. You are my one and only ♥ Happy 2nd Birthday my little man... love you more than words can tell xxx
Mothers day again and I lay here with empty arms... oh how I wish they were holding you. Demetri you know how much I love and miss you. It would be nice if people recognised me as your mommy today my little man but I know in my heart that even though they don't really see me, you are very much alive in my heart.
You are always loved my little one and every year mothers day will make my heart yearn for you even more than usual. Come close my son and we can be together forever xxxx
3rd October 2009 - The day you didn't get to breathe :(
You would be...
1 years old
18 months
77 weeks
545 days
13080 hours
784847 minutes
47090876 seconds
and I spend every second wishing you were born that day x
For 16th February x
Can't help but listen to your song... Mountains High, Delirious?
Sorrow came to visit us today
Was the longest day, was the loneliest day
Sorrow came to steal our hope away
Only tears can tell
Of this holy hour
This mountains high, too high for us
This mountains high, too high for us
Sorrow came quicker than a fire
Was the longest day, was the loneliest day
I feel your hand, the warmth, your sweetest smile
But you slipped away, through the great divide
This mountains high, too high for us
This mountains high, too high for us
Your ways are high, too high for us
Your ways are high, too high for us
Only You, Only you
Only you can pull me over it
Only you, Only you
Only you can pull me up again
Pull me, drag me, hold me, keep me, walk me while
you pull me over it
Take me, heal me, make me, break me, love me while
you pull me over it
Take me, heal me, make me, break me, love me while
you pull me over it
Can't believe its been 2 years since I saw your beautifulness and then I lost you :( I'm still sad little one. Love you xxxx
Merry Christmas Sweetheart x
Demetri my beautiful little man, Happy Christmas!
I wrote a poem for you x
If I could have one present,
Just one this christmas time,
I'd write a letter to Santa,
And tell him that its you.
I'll wait forever for you,
To be wrapped beneath my tree,
But I know Santa can't deliver,
What I want to me.
Today you would be 1 year, 2 months and 22 days old, I'm still counting little one. I wonder what life would be like with you in my arms and i still wish I could have saved you. Miss you more than words can tell, Love mommy xxx
May I find a way to move on x
I'm Movin on, Rascal Flatts
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
Happy 1st birthday beautiful x
I lie here and I wonder what you are like. I miss you so so much and I wish I could see you, hold you and love you like nobody else ever could. My heart aches for you and I just wish i could see your beautiful face, that breathtaking smile that I won't see whilst I'm here on earth. I wonder whether you come and visit me, I wonder if you're okay, if you look like me, if you are happy and safe and taken care of. I search for you in the stars, in the seasons, in my heart and I know I find you there. I have counted all the firsts, the first anniversary of your death, your first christmas, first mothers day, first fathers day and today your 1st birthday. There is a part of me that thinks I may stop counting now and things will get easier but today I havent found the relief of surviving all your firsts. When people acknowledge you, when they say your name or speak of you my ears hear the sweetest music and I find peace in your existance, in the knowledge that you are real and not just existing in this place I only visit by myself.
"It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today"
All my love, Mommy xxxx
Gott weiss, ich will kein engel sein x
They live behind sunshine
Seperated from us endlessly wide
They have to cling to the stars (real tight)
So that they don’t fall from the sky
Only when the clouds fall asleep
One can see us at the sky
We have fear and we are alone
God knows I don't want to be an angel
Gott weiss, ich will kein engel sein x
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